2nd day of bahang gunung berapi.

I've got problems, I know.

Big problems. I simply shoo people away from me.

Lantaklah, I'm just being myself.

Panas baran, mudah naik angin dan suka membentak tanpa usul periksa.

Yup, that's me.

Berserabutnya blog aku ni..

Aku rasa macam semak sangat lah pulak. Hmm.., need to do some re arrangement here and there. Mana mana blog yang dah block aku tu, baik aku buang ajelah. Menyemak aje.

But maybe tomorrowlah. Not tonight. Malas.

Cuts Like A Knife...

Na na na na na na naaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.....

Huhu.., layan lagu Bryan Adams sekejap.

I'm back! This time for good. I'm just fed up with being left behind. I want attention people! Gimmeeeeee the attention I wannnnntttttt!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Okey, done. I know I won't get the attention here, so be done with this attention seeker thingy.

Aku still belum recover daripada pertelingkahan panas tempohari. Dan aku tahu dia pun sama. Masing masing masih ada lahar yang berbaki dalam hati. Aku hanya beritahu apa yang aku rasa dan perlukan. Dan sekarang kau dah tahu, apa tindakan kau selanjutnya, it's up to you.

Aku tahu aku salah sebab aku meluahkan dengan cara yang amat menyakitkan hati, tapi benda dah berlaku, aku nak menyesal pun tak berguna lagi.

Kesilapan terbesar aku, by mentioning nama NAIM. Kau tahu dia punya berapi kepala bila aku dengan sengaja, dengan niat nak mencurah minyak ke atas api yang sedang marak, menyebut nama budak hingusan tu.

Aku peduli apa? Kau yang tak mahu faham apa kehendak aku.

Aku rasa semua orang tak faham dan tak tahu apa yang aku mahukan.

Baik, I'M YELLING OUT LOUD NOW!

I WANT YOUR ATTENTION! I WANT ATTENTION. PERHATIAN. PERHATIAN. HEY, LOOK AT ME, I'M HERE.

Itu pun susah nak faham ke?

I HATE YOU.

Aku benci dengan dia.

Cukup.

Aku cuma nak luahkan yang aku benci.

Aku rasa macam nak.., ishh.., entahlah kenapa aku benci sangat dengan dia.

Aku nak beritahu siapa yang aku benci ni, tapi tak apalah, biar aku kawal dulu perasaan ni.

Time to confessed.

About something.

About anything.

About everything.

I'm hurt.

Hello, my poor blog.

How are you, my blog? Doing fine?

I always come and see you, but didn't do anything to make you feel alive and kicking. I'm sorry. I come everyday just to check on my daily reading materials. Sorry again.

I don't know why I neglected you. I just feel a bit lonely here, that is why I didn't update anything. I can't promise that I will be back, but maybe someday, I will.

Until then, by my blog.

Hope to see you again.

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